For a long time, nothing. Then, suddenly one has the right eyes.

Cézanne, Joni Mitchell's California, and attunement

Nov 30 • 

Nix

65

2

18

Making the work you're meant to

years of sun and water

Nov 12 • 

Nix

139

12

28

October 2025

californian sensibility

on secrets in san francisco, early computing, having fun

Oct 17 • 

Nix

50

3

10

September 2025

to acquire a void within yourself

When you walk through a set of heavy wood paneled doors into St Dominic’s church in San Francisco, a profound quiet falls over you.

Sep 21 • 

Nix

77

13

16

August 2025

basking in the grace of others

on agency

Aug 10 • 

Nix

107

3

22

Junk of the Heart

In Vancouver, I spent most of my time running along English Bay.

Aug 1 • 

Nix

57

14

July 2025

uncertainty is an evocative state

extremely long feedback loops

Jul 12 • 

Nix

108

9

37

June 2025

asserting your own frame

reasonable and unreasonable dreams

Jun 29 • 

Nix

98

7

18

the delight of specificity

re: teenage engineering, Christian Dior, Christopher Alexander

Jun 13 • 

Nix

78

6

15

May 2025

when you belong nowhere, you choose somewhere to call home

cities have spirits

May 24 • 

Nix

95

4

16

small revelations are important too

It’s the way the light falls across the bay bridge in the mornings, the ships glitter slowly across the water, the barges and little boats with their…

May 10 • 

Nix

68

5

14

April 2025

heart and mind

“Never again!” commanded his will. “Again! Tomorrow!” begged his heart.

Apr 23 • 

Nix

61

4

14